i've been waiting.
waiting for the day i can fall asleep in your arms
feeling your presence in the dark
feeling your skin against my cheek. smooth and cool but warm and cosy at the same time.
your breath like a lullaby that lulls me to sleep.

enough of my disgusting english..




im tired.
i need a good sleep.
sleep without ...
forget it.
i see no use in describing since it is not possible to achieve it anyway.



Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

how true. how true baby.


stop doing it to me.
i dont care whether it's to me or to somebody else.
i just need some basic respect standing right in front of you.
it totally ruins my mood blackfacing me like that.
tell me when you are unhappy and what about
dont leave me making wild guesses.
cos i'd just guess that it's me and it's the way i do things.
which irritates me even more.
cos i have bloodily no idea what is wrong and what to change.
gah. sigh. just ignore me lar.

it's backDRAFT not back-whatever-you-called-it
haha. i nearly died laughing.
amused amused.


kk. i know im not talking coherently today.


ignorance's a blessing in disguise